I have always wondered why we dream…and what they mean. It’s even more confusing when I have dream over something that just does not make sense. Like the one I had last night. From time to time i’ll have a dream about being in the bathroom but never really actually understood why in the world would someone want to dream about going to the bathroom.
Last night, I dreamed that was extremely weird. when my cuzns, sister and brother were outside it was a really huge backyard… only the shrubs were like a fence for our home. but the home was not a mansion. I don’t remember what kind of home it was. but the bathroom was my bathroom..well my boyfriend’s bathroom. so after painting on the easel i said,” i’ll be right back i have to go to the bathroom.” so they were like,” ok.” so i left entering the bathroom, i slammed the door shut. and my mind was like,” phewwwwwww…i can finally get away from them…i have to pee really bad….” but i couldn’t. in my dreaming mind i thought just like as if i were awake… ” no wait..i dunno if i’m dreaming or not. i better hold it.” so i held it for a little bit. after holding it i thought,” well there’s one way to find out but i don’t want to risk it. i think i’m dreaming……*pause* fuck it.” and just went. after i went, i thought,” no i can’t do this..i have to stop…” and held the end of my pee. soon enough my bladder started to hurt. and i let it all out because i didn’t want to hurt anymore. weird part…actually felt nice..hahahaha…but the good thing is..i didn’t actually pee on the bed.
so after the alarm went off..i woke up..and hit the snooze button. i tried to go to sleep..but something was bugging me. what was bugging me..was….. i still didn’t know if i was awake or sleeping still..but i got up and went to the restroom. sitting there on the toilet i still felt i was dreaming…and the same thing like my dream… i was holding it for a bit..then finally actually went. and yes…my bladder did hurt…. hahaha..
ok. that’s enough talk about bathroom dreams…gotta go to sleep..goodnight…
